My dad and step-mama are moving to the very far away state of Washington in about three weeks. Where has the time gone?!
Also my friend Stephanie is moving tomorrow and suddenly everything is hitting-my dad is leeeeeaving me!!!!!
To prepare I put in for some time off to wallow and downloaded "All By Myself" as my anthem for the week. I shall sing as I sit in my pod chair and take shots by myself. For I shall, truly, be....all by myself.
I'm being blatantly theatrical but I'm sure I'm going to be a blubbering mess in my dark wee baby apartment without the door.
Showing posts with label moving. Show all posts
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Monday, August 13, 2012
Sunday, August 12, 2012
Hold my hand? I'll make it sweaty
Following any break up is the inevitable question: "What do I do now?"
Most people gather around their support group and go out and drink away their problems.
I have a problem.
See, my immediate support group is 45 mins away and the whole whopping two people I hang out with outside of work is one who works a lot and is a boy and refuses to help me mourn since I do it at least once a week and the other is the sister of ex-boyfriend so I can't exactly hang with her and simply put-it's AWKWARD. As a result- hi! Hello! This is my long lost blog you're reading.
Now, the second part of my dilemma is that I moved to this small town a little four years ago with absolutely no intention of staying as long as I have. My only family here is moving to Washington state and I'm left wondering what my next steps are going to be. With my only ties to this town leaving, I have no desire to be stay. Why?
I still don't want to move back to my hometown, I would feel as if I regressed and started back where I left off.
While any break up is horrible, I feel the need to point out that mine is more horrible than the usual and it sucks.
My goal is to get out of here by the time my lease is up which means I have five months to get it figured out. I'm scared shitless.
Most people gather around their support group and go out and drink away their problems.
I have a problem.
See, my immediate support group is 45 mins away and the whole whopping two people I hang out with outside of work is one who works a lot and is a boy and refuses to help me mourn since I do it at least once a week and the other is the sister of ex-boyfriend so I can't exactly hang with her and simply put-it's AWKWARD. As a result- hi! Hello! This is my long lost blog you're reading.
Now, the second part of my dilemma is that I moved to this small town a little four years ago with absolutely no intention of staying as long as I have. My only family here is moving to Washington state and I'm left wondering what my next steps are going to be. With my only ties to this town leaving, I have no desire to be stay. Why?
I still don't want to move back to my hometown, I would feel as if I regressed and started back where I left off.
While any break up is horrible, I feel the need to point out that mine is more horrible than the usual and it sucks.
My goal is to get out of here by the time my lease is up which means I have five months to get it figured out. I'm scared shitless.
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